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You did not enter knowingly and with the will to hurt your partner.
You responded out of the various fears that were too much to bear in your life.
When I am dating, I like to really take my time and get to know someone before I put any “name” on what we’re doing.
When you are honest with yourself, you will note the fear like a tide lapping at you.
You may see it after many months, and when you do, be gentle to yourself in your recriminations.
Maybe you’ve gotten used to ignoring it, this dread as it picks at you, boring into you. The “yes” turned into another relationship, one whose demise I should have seen coming like a herd of majestic fantasies over the horizon, silhouetted against the sun.
My hand against my forehead, I shielded my eyes and turned away.
You might not know the truth even as you’re living it. Inside I knew the time wasn’t right, I knew my heart was too trampled to even embark on a love adventure.